farm life

I have loved being here. Every moment. It has been a good place to ponder and see life differently. A slower paced life that I long for, that always feels out of my grasp. I miss home, but have needed this time with Becky. My favorite memories so far? Sharing a room with Ethan and talking about God and life at night time. Being amazed how my nephews have grown into men and how they love the Lord, Each so different and good. Smiling at Becky's relationship with Ethan and seeing that I do the same thing to my girls, especially Abby... finding the balance between listening and giving advice is not easy. Becky's Burritos are the first thing I think of in the morning and are a much better breakfast than any cold cereal. I can't remember the last time I have laughed so much... probably the last time I was with Becky. Being slobbered on by their dog Bear. Watching Bear actually eat a whole rabbit [with all the bone crunching sound effects too. Really.] Becky is surrounded by guys. Being with Charles when he cooked soup for me. Sleeping in. Playing Rummikub. Looking out the windows from my bed. Talking politics. Randy's sense of humor and the way his energy fills up a room. The deep thinking and thoughtfulness of Ethan. The mind of Charles. The patience of Scott. The strength and simple goodness of Becky. Sonic Fresh Fruit Strawberry / Lime Slushies. Digging holes with my competitive sister... she took one look at my hole and said with a smile"You're so cute". Visiting with her neighbors and church family and hearing them all say 'We love Becky'. Seeing all the men in her home enjoy the Hallmark movies. Tennessee rain storms. Watching Scott spend time with his son's in the garage. The winding country roads. Looking at the chickens and wondering if they know that they are going to be slaughtered by the end of the week. Scott getting stung on his nose by a bee. The dilemma of the too tight hammock. Yoder's Mennonite store. Backing up in Becky's drive way feels like an amusement park thrill ride... fast and thrilling! Perfect weather at the Lake. Becky is organized. Watching COURAGEOUS. Becky sees junk laying around... I see a beautiful country life. Randy's choppy haircut by a 90 year old barber... asking Becky to 'own it' and fix it. The magic of fireflies in the early evening...

-Brenda